torn into pieces, 6:48 PM
im confused. i reali duno what to do.
someone helped me please.....
i kept looking at it .
what should i do.
luv u.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:42 AM
i dun deserve love is it?
maybe my life are meant to be like this.
simple gestures is all what i want.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 12:30 PM
yesterday was our lost. yeah! we deserve it though.
although we fought hard, luck was not on our side.
we din play smart enough i guess.
had my first green and yellow card too!
could not control myself cos we dun bloodly deserve the first 2 goals.
it pissed me off to the max!
the asshole umpire sucks to the core.
it just spoilt the game and also my teammates.
haiyah. so wad we lost. there is always ups and downs of the game.
you cant expect us to always draw and always win.
there will be a time where you will lose, and that is where you learn from mistakes and improve on it.
so just think about the mistakes you did and improve on it.
dun just bcos of a game bring you down. no point.
its only a game. i believe we can do better the next one.
we can and we will!
people believe in us.
i think we are too pressured and too focused of thinking of only to win or maybe a draw.
just relax larh..................
we can always do it. just believe in the team.
trust and support one another.
i know and admit that i did a great mistake during the game. i apologised for that.
the team spirit was down and i was tired of motivating them. it doesnt help though.
;there was no cover when me and ivy went for penalty corner.
;our short corners din work out well.
;no communication for that game.
;no motivation for each other.
;most of us were prsssured.
everyone makes mistakes.
lets just move on and think of the next game.
dun think too much. haha!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 2:05 AM
stupid!
yeah! im sharing my happiness with this blog.
first person im sharing with. my blog. crazy.
my dad got a new job!
im so happy. alhamdullilah!syukur.
he was so happy when he told me just now.
so fast sey. he made it through the interview 2 days back.
i still remember bcos he ask me for some money to go for the interview.
hopefully, things change for the better; which it is now.
i love him!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:32 AM
my throat hurts!
and i miss dini marsha!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 1:01 AM
Love MUST lead you somewhere...
You love each other, true, but where are you heading??
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 2:03 AM
i want to go on a holiday!
who want to go with me? haha!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 2:00 AM
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 12:24 AM
A TRUE BOYFRIEND!
Message: when she walks away from youmad[ Follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth[ smile...then kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you[ hug her tight ]
When she starts cursing at you[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
When she ignores you[ act cute so she'll notice you ]
When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst[ tell her you love her and she stilllooks amazing ]
When you see her start crying[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking[ approach her..give a kiss on thecheek. ]
When she's scared[assure her you're not goin to leaveher ]
When she lays her head on yourshoulder[ tilt your head too..and hold herhand ]
When she steals your favorite hat[ let her keep it]
When she teases you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything isokay ]
When she looks at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you[ she really does more than you couldunderstand ]
When she grabs at your hands[ Hold hers and play with herfingers ]
When she bumps into you[ bump her back and make herlaugh ]
When she tells you a secret[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you[ she's hurting inside ]
WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART[ THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY ]
When she says its over[ she still wants you to be hers ]
- Stay on the phone with her even ifshes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight anddon'tlet go
- When she says she's ok dont believeit, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll rememberyou:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthdayto tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and afteryou wake up
- Treat her like she's all that mattersto you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she'ssick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her orher favorite show even if you think itsstupid.
- Give her the world
Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang outwith her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, thefirst thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 3:08 AM
we won crescent 3-1 on saturday. yeah!
we played very well especially the second half.
more spirit and enjoyable game!
JANSENITES TOP THE TABLE FOR THE FIRST ROUND! WOOHOO!
(like for the first time???)
than went to johor for light shopping.
was under the sun and rain on the bike.
hot sun and light rain. urgh!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 2:25 AM
Happiness cannot come from without.
It must come from within.
It is not what we see and touch or that which others do for us which makes us happy; it is that which we think and feel and do, first for the other fellow and then for ourselves.
-taken from miri's friendster!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 2:00 AM
on the 1st, he came and fetched me from umpiring. was nice of him even though things arent great for us. acted normal and be ourselves.
we ate ljs and he treated me the chocolate pie. a small cake for us to enjoy! cool!
i bought for him a shirt too. cheap but its the thoughts right.
a simple gesture do count.
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 12:30 AM
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 2:20 AM
okay. it has been chaotic.
i admit its my fault. everyone learn from his or her mistake right?
i duno when things will be fine and back to normal.
things are alright when we are together, but somehow or rather, we tend to lose ourselves and start our nonsense.
im not worth it. im just a girl.
worthless girl that you dun have to think or care about.
worthless girl who keeps crying and always blames herself.
i duno why im that stupid and dumb.
im not brave enough to stand up for myself.
cos i dowan my loved ones to feel hurt.
i love them.
i rather be the one feeling hurt.
prefer to sacrifice my own interest than hurting them.
but to people out there, please also consider my feelings.
thanks!
♥its healing.
torn into pieces, 3:08 PM
life's a bitch!
some friends are bitches too!
and i know im a bitch too!
its has always been me-shit hell!
life's sucks, truth hurts and shit happens!
♥its healing.
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